Gym hasn’t happened yet but I did meal prep. I’m currently almost overwhelmed with love and I kind of like not blasting gear right now. Mentally the acid is treating my mind really well but my tolerance is way to high so we’ll see how I do with extended break. When I say tolerance is too high I could eat 20 tabs and not get visuals right now. My relationship with ex is as good as it’s ever been but with us not wanting to be romantic currently I’m able to get to some other woman on much deeper levels than I would have ever let myself before. I’m currently not searching for love only connections if something eventually happens great if not I’ll be fine. If I’m honest I feel I’ll get back the one eventually but right now we are feeling other people and both of us think the other person is great. Best part is none of are in rush for anything. We got a Friendsgiving where all four of us will be together and it’s such a great feeling to just be able to get to know each other and not worry bout sex or any of that. It might sound stupid tj many but I got a fwb if I need any like Tuesday this week haha