ITS Been Awhile,checking It.

[John]

Hi all.havent been doing good in most aspects of me life,and if I could get my hands on drugs,I'd be doing them,but haven't resorted to drinking either,so there's that,Lotta fuckin THC products though,but that's the least of my worries...work has slowed down,but that's to be expected this time of year,only been out bow hunting 2x so far,and that is not at all like my normal self,I ABSOLUTELY LOVE KILLING DEER, and eating them.Diets been absolutely horrible,and my appetite has been non exsistent,haven't been to gym,or even used my own weights in who knows how many months... looking forward to Thanksgiving with my family,our functions are always a blast,hope everyone enjoys theirs.

 

[johnjuanb1]

Hang in there, Buddy!
Force yourself to go out bow hunting.
Get out there in nature and give your mind a break from all the thinking that drives us insane. This time of year is always hard! My dad always tells me to remove myself from my immediate location to change my mind set. He says to get up and walk and go somewhere different. It helps snap you out of it. The same with weight lifting. You may have zero desire to do it but it always makes you feel better afterwards.
Just do your best to keep fighting!

 

[John]

Thanks,for me this time of year Fall thru winter is my favorite,between hunting fishing and family holiday parties I have a blast,your dad sounds like my therapist,lol...how are you doing?

 

[johnjuanb1]

Thanks,for me this time of year Fall thru winter is my favorite,between hunting fishing and family holiday parties I have a blast,your dad sounds like my therapist,lol...how are you doing?

I’m good today.
A week ago my neurologist referred me to a therapist for ALS. I called and asked if I have ALS. They said they weren’t allowed to discuss it. For 4 days I was so depressed, I scared myself. ALS means 100% paralyzed; can’t eat, can’t breathe without a machine, a prisoner in a useless body. Four days later they say I don’t have genetic ALS. I’m done with f@&king doctors for awhile. They’re a bunch of c$nts!!!
So, I’m good! Going from wanting to end it all, to the usual back pain, is a real good thing.

 

[John]

Well that's good to hear!