Well I miss it,I mostly run long esters,so im a 3pin a week man,maybe a 5pin If im using a pwo inject...its mainly cause mentally it would present a problem for me lately,not gonna mix well with some of my meds,and ive already had a 12ga in my mouth once,and if not for my daughter,it woulda been twice. It's not worth the risk right now,...but don't worry my ego is still pretty big,even without tren or superdrol.