Tonight we ride or lift in this case. Canceled my interview this morning and going to stay with company im
Working at to have some stability in life. A few extra dollars isn’t worth the drive and i know myself well enough that it would likely throw wrench in sobriety as if i got job id...
Decided Wednesday is the day I get back in the gym going to start with just going on off days as I already am not getting. Enough sleep on the days I work. But hopefully my sleep improves enough to go more often
He told me at one point he thought he was a govt assassin. He struggled with knowing what was real and fake. But never sought help with it. And I think too many tried to just use religion to fix him instead of pushing. Actual help
Life it’s crazy. A guy who was my best friend down here for a bout a year and half. Murdered an older couple and burned their house down. He struggled with psychosis and never got help for it.
I’ll say this day to day life is so much aside not having so much muscle. Also getting pumps from doing repetitive work is not missed used to make doing certain things painful.
We’ll see how long it last going try and lock In after this weekend. Figure I’ve done sober and now I’ve done no roids we’ll see what happens when I combine the two for an extended period. Friends getting married in sept so may do the whole time inbetween
Well turns out it wasn’t aligning I was as just in drug induced psychosis. Haven’t been to gym since January but I plan on changing that after festival next week. Sticking to try dose but ready to look half way decent again. Also I’ve noticed I just feel older without working out
So I may go to upper lower split mon Tuesday Thursday Friday with cardio on Wednesday Saturday. My recovery just doesn’t feel as good on 6 days right now with my shitty sleep waking up at 5 am.
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