Welcome brother, first off you’re in the right place and with the absolute right people, excuse me , the right family! Trust me brah, we’ve all had our bad experiences with aas’s at least once, whether it be from no gains at all from your 1st run as I did aswell.
I also was baptized by flame with no regard for my knowledge of compounds such as “tren a/e” and my first experience with tren cough , I thought I was gonna keel over and holy shit was that a wake up call!!!
My hair follicles and fingertips were on fire , cold sweats and some other cute temporary afflictions but I got thru it and straight to google!
I was 36 and after a run with veterinary Mexican Cyp and deca , I was still 165 lbs and bewildered.
There weren’t forums like UGM or the family here to help me then , but there is now! I’m 47 now 230lbs of brick shit house because I jumped into every source of information about AAS that I could and educated myself and along with forums especially UGMUSCLE. I’m smarter, healthier and choose my cycles wisely and ask any mod the only dumb questions are those NOT ASKED!
Feel free to hit me up, pm me or holla if I can be of ANY help to ya whatsoever.
Be well brother, stay safe and here’s a quick “ opinion “ if you are gonna run a cycle again, lay off certain orals they aren’t meant to be run alone unless you’re lookin at Anadrol but again that’s not a compound ya just pop like test boosters, lol. ALWAYS GO WITH A TEST BASE preferably if you’re pin a phobic for now a long ester test , cyp or enanthate… even sustanon, my fav!
Then choose your gain goals before picking your stack. I would recommend Test E/ EQ or Test C/E/ or SUS with again your goal oriented compounds but as mild as EQ , masteron etc . Bro KNOWLEDGE IS KEY.
I hope I offered some insight , but again feel free to hit me up bro, that’s what we’re all here for!