496 nights of imsomnia

[Cluster]

Yep. I went back in my notes and records fellas and it has been 496 consecutive nights that i have not slept longer than 2 hours back to back.
All i know for sure is God did this one.
3 sleep studies
Over 20 different meds
Psych shit
Hippie therapists
So much money and time and so many drs.
Nothing.
Then i just slept 6 hrs last nite and 5 tonight.
I feel alive again. I have so much time to be awake and refreshed.
Ive missed so much of my life fellas barely alive and alone. My kids programs, Christmas, my grandparents funerals, just everyday life was a struggle to be alive and in the moment.
So i hope and pray this continues.
Seize the day fellas take nothing for granted.

 

[Poppy]

Seize the day fellas take nothing for granted.

Perfect

 

[Aude_Aliquid_Dignu]

I hope you write down everything that you did the past week or two.

Try to repeat all the differences.

Maybe you find the variable.

 

[John]

That’s great to hear, hopefully it continues.

 

[Dirtnasty]

Man I’m pumped you got some
Sleep bet 4-6 hours felt amazing

 

[Cluster]

I cant describe it man. Just kinda taking it all in slow
So much time. Hard to believe this is what people feel everyday

 

[Dirtnasty]

If I get 8 hours of good sleep not drunk sleep that’s how I am like this exist. When I came off tren he’ll I may have slept too much

 

[JLee]

Ive missed so much of my life fellas barely alive and alone. My kids programs, Christmas

I hear that. It’s tough and kids don’t understand what you have to do to make ends meet. There needs to be balance but I still haven’t found it yet either.

Glad to hear you getting some much needed rest. I hope it continues for you

 

[Dirtnasty]

You still doing the rotating shifts

 

[JLee]

Yeah. Switch up every week. Generally it’s not too bad unless I’m picking up extra shifts.

 

[Poppy]

Switch up every week

Couldn’t do it

 

[Cluster]

Nope

 

[Dirtnasty]

Man I’m not sure I hate my sleep pattern being thrown off by a few hours couldn’t imagine changining weekly

 

[Rusty]

Thank God brother. I can’t even imagine what that’s like. But somewhere somehow there is something to be learned here that will make you better and stronger.

 

[Kad1]

Happy to hear of the break thru. Keep it going

 

[Cluster]

Thanks guys its alot to get used too but ill get there

 

[Mossy1985]

Ever try edibles? I know you don’t like to smoke. My father in law doesn’t like to smoke but he loves when I fix edibles. Says it’s the best sleep he’s ever had. Which he ate on one brownie for a few days last time I fixed some.

 

[Dirtnasty]

I mean in his case if you’re not sleeping using to pot to help is good. But it weed actualy makes you sleep worse. It doesn’t allow rem activity till it wears off. So let’s say yoh go to bed at 10 the latest they recommend smoking is 6. Again though bad sleep is better than no sleep

 

[Mossy1985]

I always get good REM sleep usually 2-4 hours per night.

 

[Dirtnasty]

I’m telling you what studies have shown.