July 30th edition of diets and training

[John]

Good morning all.Rainy,so no work today and im ok with that.Might walk to gym later,might not. I made my exwife cry last night,over the phone i came at her aggressively,i was pissed for her lack of communication,i went from totally fine,texting her about stuff,and FUCKING SNAP,called her and came in hot as soon as she picked up…sometimes i cant stop it,happens to quick,i dont however yell or scream,i dont curse at her,i raise my voice,and aggressively drive my point home,nasty in soft sort a way…now tomorrow she wants to come over and have a adult conversation,fuck.Anyfuckinways, breakfast was 5 hb eggs no yolk,peach chobani,cinnamon raisin bagel,banana,water.Not sure about lunch and dinner.Today i am grateful for not having to work today.Hope everyone has a smooth and productive day.

 

[Dirtnasty]

Well at least she is still open ot having adult conversations

 

[John]

We rarely argue actually

 

[John]

Were better friends now,with better communication after she divorced me… we have to make it work to an extent because of Carlie.

 

[Dirtnasty]

John it warms my heart a bit that you two agreed it was best you stay in her life. Some people one side or the other when they divorce and it’s not biologically the man’s kid will decide that they no longer should be part of the kids life just hurting the kid

 

[WillyCorbet]

Well said…!

 

[Dirtnasty]

Update on my women stuff this 24 in area wants to meet up I have a chick in atl who I told was too far to start a relationship with that if she was closer I feel liken I maybe shutting things down to try relationship with. Started talking with medical assistant that’s about an hour away yesterday who also seems pretty nice so far. And then this way to attractive chick from the festivals I met just opened up about her life to me last night Andy I reciprocated. I’m speaking to all on difference messaging to keep myself from send wrong message to wrong woman. Maybe one works out for me but it’s more likely I fumble all of them in a pretty fantastic fashion

 

[John]

Thats to many women at once bro…

 

[John]

And yes i rarely ever say it,but Carlie isnt biologically mine,shes 13,and ive been in her life since she was 3,i AM her dad she was calling me that before i even married her mom.I dont pay alimony dont have to,and also dont have to pay child support either,but i split almost all of carlies expenditures,and why wouldnt i,i claim the title of her father,i need to take care of her.im glad it warmed your heart a little @Dirtnasty,with that being said,that was not my intentions,ill try not to let it happen again.

 

[Dirtnasty]

I agree hers what I’m going for if I can get this 24 yo to be my fuck buddy till I im ready to go all in on relationship that would be great. She downs t want anymore kids so I told her well then I’m your guy it’s obvious you aren’t making men wear condoms haha

 

[Dirtnasty]

John when ever you question if your good perosn or not just remember what are doing with her.

 

[John]

Ha ha.

 

[John]

Hey dirt,just cause i do that,doesnt make me a good person,when ive done more bad then good in my life.

 

[John]

Im not being hard on myself,just stating facts.

 

[Dirtnasty]

You’re a good person who has done bad things. That’s what I say about myself

 

[John]

Yup i agree,but if you keep making bad decisions,then your a dumbass,bad decisions that someone makes multiple times = bad person.