Morning all.Breakfast was 1 chobani, banana,4 HB eggs no yolk,water,coffee.Not doin regular work today,someone kicked in the small side door goin into the garage and it needs replacing.After that I’m gonna take the dogs for a hike clear my head up some,been struggling lately,acting out,sorry to say but I’ve put my wife and father in a shitty position as of late,Ive downright terrified them a couple times lately,and I am sickened by my actions.It was me who kicked in my own door,they locked me out one night because I got hammered,so I busted down my own door,fuckin dumb I know.Anyfuckinways,here I am trying yet again to fix the fuck ups I’ve created.