Everything Is Aligning

[Dirtnasty]

My life is finally making sense. I don’t think I’ll ever blast steroids again. But today was a wonderful day had job interview I talked to my sister for first time in years and she apologized for her abuse to me. I didn’t need her apology but she needed it help her healing journey. I have found god as we say. Everything I was shown is happening and it’s wonderful

 

[johnjuanb1]

My life is finally making sense. I don’t think I’ll ever blast steroids again. But today was a wonderful day had job interview I talked to my sister for first time in years and she apologized for her abuse to me. I didn’t need her apology but she needed it help her healing journey. I have found god as we say. Everything I was shown is happening and it’s wonderful

That’s awesome, @Dirtnasty
God is love!

 

[Dirtnasty]

That’s awesome, @Dirtnasty
God is love!

Sure is not the hate and control that some want you to believe

 

[Poppy]

Sure is not the hate and control that some want you to believe

Happy for you

 

[Dirtnasty]

Happy for you

Thanks now if I can just get myself back in the gym. I’m struggling as I don’t ever want to blast again but worry about lifting and the urge coming back.

 

[Dirtnasty]

Not going to lie life threw a few curve balls recently though. One was easy ex messaged me she got married I just deleted text and moved on. But a person I was becoming close to and was dating one of my favorite people got busted for child material and it became public news yesterday. So a lot of tough convos are going to be had soon

 

[Dirtnasty]

Another thing I inject 150 of test a week and it’s weird I swear I’m the horniest day 6

 

[Poppy]

Thanks now if I can just get myself back in the gym. I’m struggling as I don’t ever want to blast again but worry about lifting and the urge coming back.

Your gym urge will come back when it’s ready. Maybe find a happy medium with reasonable doses of peds and an abbreviated training template. That’s where im at.