July 24th edition of diets and training

[John]

Good afternoon all. No work its wet and rainy. Just bumming around the house,smoking weed,doin my chores,listening to music,all the while contemplating my awful life decisions,and how pretty sefish i have been.So what i served,so what i taught my daughter right and wrong,how to shoot,for every good thing i do,theres 3 shitty things i do.i use to think my purpose in life was to protect and provide for my wife and kid,sure i split all my daughters bills with my wife,but im not physically there to protect them.well anyfuckin ways,thats where im at.Hope everyone has a smooth and productive day.

 

[JLee]

Not much to report here. No training. Feeling pretty bluh. Probably about to come down with something.

 

[Dirtnasty]

Work then dead’s tonight all the food during the day

 

[Poppy]

Samo samo for me. Maybe gym shortly

 

[Poppy]

Probably about to come down with something.

Booooo. Hope not

 

[Poppy]

for every good thing i do,theres 3 shitty things i do

You’re in control brother….you can turn those numbers around

 

[WillyCorbet]

Wont get churchy but Gods plan, the Universe, the Force, whatever…. Who knows what our purpose is.

Try and live in the light. Be a good man. What the fuck else can we do? My daughter lives mostly with her Mom. If my purpose was to protect her physically every day I believe I would be in a place to do that. I’m not. I can’t. I also can’t live in my head thinking I’m a failure because I cannot do a thing that is not doable.

I know better than most about shitty choices. The fact I served doesn’t define me today. The fact I have committed crimes in my past does not define me today. My alcohol and drug abuse is long past- not me today.

So you made some bad choices in your past. You didn’t mean to make shitty choices- didn’t wake up and say “Let’s fucking burn life down”. We do have to pay the toll for our decisions though. Sounds like you are currently paying for some of them- don’t add to the punishment. Self hate is not a spiritual tool or one for a warrior to lean on.

Don’t kill your self over the past brother. It’s done. Live who you are today.

 

[Poppy]

Don’t kill your self over the past brother. It’s done. Live who you are today

Perfect