Hi all,here it is in a nutshell,doc was stepping down my anti depressant cause it was killing my sex life,so the first 10 days I did as instructed,then I took matters into my own hands and stopped it all together,and 3 days later I was outta my head,I’ve never felt so low in my life,that night got into a minor argument with the wife,went in my room popped a shell in my 12 gauge and put the barrel in my mouth,wife came in the room and freaked out,I gave her the gun,she called the 911, then 3 cops whom I know showed up, but I wasn’t goin willingly, my dad n wife had explained he’s a marine with PTSD blah blah blah,I also told them you better get more then 3,so 3 more came and after about 20 mins of tryin to persuade me to come out on my own accord,they rushed in,and obviously got me cuffed and dragged me out.They admitted me to the psych ward at the VA, got out this morning.Lesson learned,I will not take matters of my meds into my own hands,glad to be back.