My life the last two weeks

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Hi all,here it is in a nutshell,doc was stepping down my anti depressant cause it was killing my sex life,so the first 10 days I did as instructed,then I took matters into my own hands and stopped it all together,and 3 days later I was outta my head,I’ve never felt so low in my life,that night got into a minor argument with the wife,went in my room popped a shell in my 12 gauge and put the barrel in my mouth,wife came in the room and freaked out,I gave her the gun,she called the 911, then 3 cops whom I know showed up, but I wasn’t goin willingly, my dad n wife had explained he’s a marine with PTSD blah blah blah,I also told them you better get more then 3,so 3 more came and after about 20 mins of tryin to persuade me to come out on my own accord,they rushed in,and obviously got me cuffed and dragged me out.They admitted me to the psych ward at the VA, got out this morning.Lesson learned,I will not take matters of my meds into my own hands,glad to be back.
 
Damn I’m glad you ok !! Please don’t go off your meds bro I know all to well about that . I know we come from totally separate backgrounds but at the end we have to fight and stay strong not only fit ourselves but our little girls !!! Stay strong bro you got this !
 
Oh lord.

First, I’m glad you’re ok (alive).

Second, please don’t do that again.

Third, …well…no third…just elated you’re back.
 
The cops took them all even with my wife’s help it took awhile to find them.I have all them strategically placed all over,needless to say,it took awhile to find them,I found that amusing
 
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I actually felt bad cause I knew at least a few of you missed me,but phone got stashed away while I was on the unit,or else I woulda had my wife let you guys know
 
Happy you are still with us bud. That’s some scary shit for sure. You certainly do not need a lecture from me on your meds but please don’t ever do that again.
I hope your wife and daughter are both doing ok. I’m sure your wife nearly shit her pants. You know all us old timers are here for you anytime please don’t hesitate to reach out. Happy to pass my cell if you ever need it.
Anyway happy you are ok. Take your wife and daughter out for a special dinner soon as you feel ready. I know how important they are to you
 
Glad your back. I was just hoping you were out on vacation since you were off line. You got my email. Any time you need a sounding board, I am always there to help out.
 
Great to see you I’ve been there before that’s why I don’t own guns. This news that you oh are ok is probably bette rot
Me than me being clean all weekend
 
Glad you’re alright John, or close enough. Mental health is a motherfucker, I’m hoping you find that sweet spot with the dosage and that it gives you a decent quality of life.
 
I feel weird being in the house again, especially when I walked in my bedroom,flashbacks
 
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