Hello all! Been a lurker for a bit and thought it was time to introduce myself. 40y/o male, 5’11" and currently 260lbs. I have been involved with physical culture of some sort most of my life, most notably martial arts (judo and BJJ mostly) for almost 30 years. During that time I mostly trained 100% focused on my sport, but spent about a year and a half or so training strong man (~2007-8) since the gym I trained at also had strongman and power lifting. I really enjoyed it although I went from about 210 to 275. I stopped training any martial arts around 2014 after taking time to recover from and ACL, MCL and meniscus tear, then a car crash that caused 2 herniated discs, then personal/professional commitments filled that time during recovery (including moving to another state and town with zero resources). So after a few years of not doing anything and dealing with chronic pain, I decided to try to use squats and deadlifts to heal my back (after coming across some very interesting research articles on a similar protocol) so between 2016 and 2018 I worked my way up to a 515 squat and a 570 deadlift at 215lbs. I moved across the country, took a crazy stressful job and basically quit working out for a year. My sleep, nutrition, and stress management has been shit and my weight has climbed back up to 260. I have cut weight before, when I got out of graduate school in 2010, I was my fattest at a little over 300lbs and I was able to go from 300 to 225 in between May and November, through diet and exercise alone. It was grueling, I was training/exercising around 20 hours a week, measuring every bit of food to the gram, time restricted eating (usually 16/8) and intermittent fasting (3 day and 7 day water fasts once a month) also using a modified keto (high protein low carb <20g/day). After I hit 225 I slowed down the crazy pace of weight loss and between November 2010 and May 2011 got back down to 215 and stayed there until the car wreck. So, I want to get back down to a decent weight and then maybe see what doing a bulk on AAS is like. So, I know how to loose weight and have proof of concept, but at 40 I dont have the time or inclination to do it like I did in my 30’s and would also like to see what AAS could do in the realm of helping me keep my muscle mass and possibly help with the preference for fat loss. Now that I am teleworking, I have started exercising again, but really only can afford to put in 3-4 days training each week and am now in week 7 of continuous exercise. I will not be going to a gym anytime soon with COVID, but I have a power rack, ~900lbs of plates, a pair selecttech dumbells that go from like 5-55 lbs and a single selectech that goes to 90lbs, an ez-curl bar, and a 25lb mace, at home, so can still get in some good training. From what I have seen it definitely looks like I should focus on a cut to (not sure exactly how low bf%) before I even consider a bulk. Looking forward to the support from this community.