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SEPTEMBER 2 2020 today’s thread

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I am not working today due to weather, I am also aggravated and tired of the dreams I have,I wake up sometimes and have to tell myself they weren’t real, I will actually wake up angry as hell, or sad or whatever, and it will have a impact on my whole day,sometimes I’d like to go back to the old me where I’d get so fucked up all the time I wouldn’t even dream just pass out and wake up in the morning no problem. Anyways I am gonna do bis today, and eat stuff, first meal I am gonna do it is,
Eggs, bagel, grapes,water, how about you guys?
 
Well this is how I did yesterday. My calories were in a deficit but so was my protein. Only had 200 grams of protein yesterday. I guess the calories deficit is the most important if I am gonna get below 15 % bf in next few weeks.
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Gonna start off day the same. Drink a carton of egg whites. Ignore the today sign on first photo it was a screen shot from yesterday
 
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Stay positive brother I know it aint easy if you could listen to positive affirmations on YouTube or read some positive "just to get the day going in the better direction but I understand where you’re coming from today I knocked out legs logged my entire workout feeling great brother I hope you have a better day
 
I don’t dream anymore. I do exactly what you said. I smoke all day and pretty heavy of a night. I wake up tired here and there but I don’t dream anymore. Which is a plus for me as well. I can still remember one of my worst dreams like a memory.
 
I have the same nights brother, but not as often as I used to. When I do, I have to just tell myself that it was just a dream and it will not dictate my life, my mood, or how my day will go, because today will be a fantastic day. Kick some ass today on biceps, enjoy some good macros, and try to enjoy that mother nature wanted you to stay home to decompress a bit and to get a great workout in.
 
Also as of 36 seconds ago I started mast, and am quitting proviron for awhile, I was using 75-100 while on deca and I kept it at that, I also talked about diminishing returns recently about it, and I’m not feeling it now, almost can’t tell I’m on it, I have a lot, so I’m gonna wait awhile few months probably, and go back to 75 mg a day, I am gonna do mast probably 400-500 for two months and then start pct I was gonna do pct soon, but fuck it
 
Yes @BBSQ5 there it nearly as often as they use to be, and to add a bit of humor, sometimes On nights when my dreams happen, my wife and I know that I sleep Walk a lot on those nights so it’s kind of amusing to see what I’ve done, I have done all sorts a weird shit, but my apparent go to move is to put things in the downstairs freezer, cheese, plates, blow dryer, and my go to move is laundry detergent
 
Why you quitting proviron for a while? Do you build a tolerance to it? Also sorry to hear about the dreams. I gather from what I’ve heard it has to do with shit you’ve been involved in as a marine? The sacrifices you guys make never end!!! Thanks for your service brother!!! When I was a kid my dad had the same shit. We couldn’t wake him up in the morning cause he would get startled and get really mad.
 
I believe our bodies build tolerance to lots of things,and I am constantly running it
 
The thing is @Rusty yes a lot a dreams are from that but not all the fucked up ones are about Iraq,last nights had nothin to do with Iraq, but fucked up nonetheless
 
Have you ever been aggressive while you’ve been sleep walking? Ever woke up thinking you done something wrong? I’ve woke up thinking I’ve hurt others. It’s scary.
 
Occasionally I am aggressive broken stuff, not really to my wife, although there’s been a time or two where I jumped on her and kinda smothered her she yells I wake up and am like what the fuck just happened
 
Tren A use to make me have fucked up dreams about my past that felt real. I would actually wake up and go back to sleep and the “real” dream would start where it left off. I couldn’t get rid of them
 
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