Weekend check ins

[John]

Good morning all.walked to the gym early,got there stared at the tire for a minute,turned around walked back home,im such a temperamental fuckface. Anyways breakfast was 4 turkey sausage,1 plain bagel with homemade strawberry cream cheese,banana,coffee and water. On way to work,not long day we will be finished in a couple hours. Start a new job monday. My beautiful daughter is coming over later and staying til sunday night. Gonna light some fireworks off tonight,go to lake tomorrow. Today i am grateful for my daughter,sometimes shes the only person i give a shit about. I hope everyone has a fun,relaxing weekend.

 

[Neuro]

Night 1 down, back for 2 more. Not too bad of a night, one heart attack in the middle of the night and his heart attack earlier that day, and one withdrawing from alcohol.

 

[Poppy]

one withdrawing from alcohol.

That aint pretty im sure.

 

[Poppy]

Rained all day yesterday… raining this morning. Supposed to clear up shortly.

Going to piddle around here.

Training is on the bubble.

 

[Neuro]

It never is. Constant reminder why I don’t really touch the stuff anymore.

 

[WillyCorbet]

Alcohol is a straight demonic force. Spiritual poison. Seeing withdrawal is a great reminder to not get there.

 

[Neuro]

I see it every fucking week here. It’s honestly so sad.

 

[Dirtnasty]

Lucky to have minimal withdrawals when I was drinking heavy and they only lasted a day.

 

[WillyCorbet]

I was deep in the bottle for a long time- PTSD and shit.

My last couple of withdrawals I had full on seizures, bugs crawling on me, couldn’t hold a glass to drink… what’s insane is I did it a few times before seeing the light.

Detox in county jail is a lovely experience

 

[WillyCorbet]

Brother- that and Fentanyl.

Drive through downtown and it’s really sad. Humanity living worse than animals.

 

[John]

I think Carlie will approve. Shes gonna light some off with me later.

 

[Dirtnasty]

Yeah fuck fent. I found out after the fact I liked speedballing apparently. I still dondrugs but time and place and they are always tested for fent.

 

[WillyCorbet]

Can you buy BIG shit where you are at?

We gotta cross State lines for the fun fireworks…

 

[John]

Im not even sure what exactly is legal or not,i just do them and hope for the best.

 

[WillyCorbet]

Based on the last 2 years around me LE doesn’t know or care what’s legal either.

It’s still the 4th around here after dark

 

[Poppy]

Spent all day pressure washing…. Probably one of my most unenjoyable chores!!!

 

[John]

I like powerwashing,its like cleaning a new me.

 

[Dirtnasty]

I’ve always enjoyed then again I was alway drinking whole doing it. Speaking of alcohol 2.5 more hours and I think I’ll be able to say I made it through this week sober

 

[John]

Nice!

 

[John]

Plus,if im powerwashing,that probably means im gonna be priming and finishing coating the house.