I worked today, gotta run a shutdown next week working 12 hour days, and probably work next weekend too to finish what I didn’t get done today where I had to work. I hate cleaning up other peoples messes, it’s fucking BS! Not to mention the big job I’m running the mechanical side of is behind, and we’re going to OT this week while I’m gone. Last week an electrician drilled a hole through one of the radiant floor heat loops on the 4th floor of the building we’re building, I called him every name in the book and yelled at him from one side of the floor to the other, asked him how fucking stupid he was… add in the fact that my happy pills haven’t done a fucking thing for me at all this week, not sure if it’s stress or anxiety or what, but it feels like all the walls are closing in from every direction. Even the gym doesn’t seem to be doing anything to help me, while my shoulder is recovering it’s like I’m just going through the motions…
Anyways, since I worked today, tomorrow I’ll smoke a pork butt so I have food all week while I’m working 12 hr days.