Brother….
@Neuro has given some sage advice.
All that sauce you have and have on the way will keep. Put it somewhere in the house. Back of a sock drawer or a safe if you have one. Top shelf of closet in a shoe box.
My plan of action for you…
Get your labs
Pick out a training template that is friendly with your life/schedule/work/goals.
Start logging your food intake with a free app. Be brutally honest. There’s a lot of calorie dense options out there. Experiment and see which ones you can “eat a lot of”… supplement with a good protein powder.
Give it 3 months and see how you feel… what you’ve learned about your body… etc etc. all of the above can be done simultaneously.
Caveat… most importantly… your labs will dictate many things. You may have hypertension, diabetes, diminished liver/renal function. These things will drive your diet AND your steroid protocol.
Your labs may come back top notch or there may be some underlying issues you need to address.
As stated above by others… drugs are not magic. But they are extremely dangerous and harsh on your body. These dudes here have been doing them a long time and know exactly what works for them and what is a no-go for them.
One last suggestion (for now) start a log under members logs. That will help you remain diligent and transparent. You can log your caloric intake and gym workouts.
We’re all about free will here. You can do whatever you want. We’re all just making suggestions.
I will continue to stay in contact with him until he receives his order.
