Destro2117
Well-known member
Good afternoon ug community/family!
I’ve been lurking in the shadows of these forums for quite some time now due to slight paranoia as well as insecurities and fear of being flamed or critiqued neither of which I have realized are not tolerated here. I greatly appreciate the fellowship and camaraderie here. What got me to finally decide and introduce myself was a recent thread by our member Rusty talking about his struggles with alcoholism/addiction and the support from the community that he has and is receiving. I’m a recovering alcoholic addict myself. I’m gonna be 40 years old this April. I’m a 5’11" 190 lb male that’s enhanced. I do not and never have competed. I’m on self prescribed trt, although on the higher end at 250mg test enanthate a week and throw in some other goodies throughout the year. I’m currently running 250mg test e, 600mg equipoise, 150mg tren e, and 50mg winstrol with no ai or caber
. My pcp knows my situation and is pretty good at getting me the bloods that I need although he doesn’t like the idea of what I do. I’m getting bloods done in March. No problems on the surface to speak of on this current cycle, however, the majority of us know bloods are the only real way to know what’s going on with our bodies on the biological level. Everything always checks out fairly well, slightly elevated hematocrit, I donate blood regularly. No Penile problems despite my atrophied testes 
I’m snipped anyway. No booby problems. Definitely have to be mindful of the shorter fuse I get especially with the tren monster, not violent in anyway just makes me more apt to be confrontational and say things I shouldn’t. I hit the gym 3-4 days a week. Diet consist of lots of leafy greens and other veggies,assortment of fruits, fish, olives, little bit of cheese, Ezekiel bread, eggs, olive oil, butter, Oats, chia seeds, flaxseed, pepitas (type of pumpkin seed), lots of tea, rice, original triscuits, pickles, peanut butter, almond milk, 1 or 2 protein shakes, legumes and usually treat myself to a nice out to dinner meal on the weekend with my lady. I didn’t start injecting until my mid 30’s and used prohormones in my 20’s before I even knew what they were. So yeah I thank the community, and apologize for creeping as long as I have. I’m posting a couple pics, pardon all the scribbles on them as I have lots of tats that will give me away. Thank you again and let me know what questions I could answer!
I’ve been lurking in the shadows of these forums for quite some time now due to slight paranoia as well as insecurities and fear of being flamed or critiqued neither of which I have realized are not tolerated here. I greatly appreciate the fellowship and camaraderie here. What got me to finally decide and introduce myself was a recent thread by our member Rusty talking about his struggles with alcoholism/addiction and the support from the community that he has and is receiving. I’m a recovering alcoholic addict myself. I’m gonna be 40 years old this April. I’m a 5’11" 190 lb male that’s enhanced. I do not and never have competed. I’m on self prescribed trt, although on the higher end at 250mg test enanthate a week and throw in some other goodies throughout the year. I’m currently running 250mg test e, 600mg equipoise, 150mg tren e, and 50mg winstrol with no ai or caber
. My pcp knows my situation and is pretty good at getting me the bloods that I need although he doesn’t like the idea of what I do. I’m getting bloods done in March. No problems on the surface to speak of on this current cycle, however, the majority of us know bloods are the only real way to know what’s going on with our bodies on the biological level. Everything always checks out fairly well, slightly elevated hematocrit, I donate blood regularly. No Penile problems despite my atrophied testes I’m snipped anyway. No booby problems. Definitely have to be mindful of the shorter fuse I get especially with the tren monster, not violent in anyway just makes me more apt to be confrontational and say things I shouldn’t. I hit the gym 3-4 days a week. Diet consist of lots of leafy greens and other veggies,assortment of fruits, fish, olives, little bit of cheese, Ezekiel bread, eggs, olive oil, butter, Oats, chia seeds, flaxseed, pepitas (type of pumpkin seed), lots of tea, rice, original triscuits, pickles, peanut butter, almond milk, 1 or 2 protein shakes, legumes and usually treat myself to a nice out to dinner meal on the weekend with my lady. I didn’t start injecting until my mid 30’s and used prohormones in my 20’s before I even knew what they were. So yeah I thank the community, and apologize for creeping as long as I have. I’m posting a couple pics, pardon all the scribbles on them as I have lots of tats that will give me away. Thank you again and let me know what questions I could answer!
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