Do you guys have crazy thoughts about girlfriend/wife while on cycle?

[herrubermensch]

More directly to the topic of the thread: I certainly feel more aware of things that could be construed badly when I’m on blast. Text from a guy on my wife’s phone. WTF?! Colleague at work. Normally, I’d ignore, but on cycle, it makes me think. So you’re not alone in this, and it’s not tren that does this to me, but rather, test.

 

[Bigmurph6]

I love it I know I shouldn’t say that but its you brother nothing wrong with making sure that things are right as long as it doesn’t effect you or others good 2 go

 

[Bigmurph6]

and it’s not tren that does this to me, but rather, test.

So it can be any compound

 

[herrubermensch]

Like I always say: We’re all crazy. Where we differ is in how much we let it show.

 

[Bigmurph6]

As true as it gets

 

[GillyTheKid]

Thanks brothers makes me feel better and I’m gonna cut back on the AI I’m already feeling more calm I took atomizing 2 days again and normally I would take it tomorrow but I’m gonna stop until I see sides

 

[Bigmurph6]

Until your blood work comes back right brother

 

[GillyTheKid]

Thank you Fam

 

[GillyTheKid]

Can’t believe this slipped my mind but I been on Clen on and off week on 2 weeks off low dose only 80 max

 

[Bigmurph6]

Stimulant I won’t say for sure its that but it just went to the top of the list plus your estrogen situation.

Stop the clen see if things change its the easiest way to find out take benadryl at night to clean your receptors

 

[Dirtnasty]

I could see
Clen doing doing it i o ow other stims make those thoughts happen be looking at a friend thinking he’s scheming on you and shit

 

[NeuroRN]

You’re not alone. I’ve experienced this on high doses of EQ and on tren. It’s exactly like ocd but for those specific thoughts. They completely subsided when I lowered my doses.

 

[GillyTheKid]

Bro I thought everyone was plotting even people in Walmart when I walked around

 

[Poppy]

Yep been there on other “stimulants”…

 

[Fred]

I think @Bigmurph is probably on to something: the anger is there to begin and fucking with the hormones only exacerbates the existing issue.

Also, I only do moderates amounts of gear. Everything in moderation, as they say. My goals are not competition level, I just want to be strong, healthy and look good nekkid.

Even then, it does impact my mood:
test - too much makes me a dick, not enough makes me a bitch
Anadrol: makes me big and hairy and a total dick. I got really mad at my refrigerator ice-maker once.
A-var: makes me horny and happy all the damn time! My wifey loves it.

 

[John]

Well that sucks @GillyTheKid I’ve never had those issues, but if I did, I’ve come up with 3 simple solutions,

1. Dispose of the girlfriend.
   2)Stop the compounds.
   3)Break up with the girlfriend.

 

[Bigmurph6]

Yeah the old term roid rage that they tried to scare everyone with has some truth if you’re an asshole before taking Anabolics most likely your going to be a bigger asshole while running gear but the roid rage isn’t as they make it seem like the incredible Hulk changing is roidrage lol

I believe that all compounds have side effects and can bring to the surface any underlying issues.

 

[JB_rD81]

Playing with hormones will bring out deep seeded issues. I have violent outbursts ALOT without test, NPP, it’s why I cannot use Tren any more… it was always a lot worse when I was still competing and using much higher weekly amounts of compounds… and when my bi polar wife was on cycle, our house was like a fucking war zone!
I’m not blaming the compounds, the issues were always mine in my own head… but the compounds compounded the problems.

 

[John]

Good job on taking partial blame in your post @JB_rD81 but we both know their not always just in our heads

 

[JB_rD81]

@John, you are right, not all the issues in my head are mine, but the temper and anger and violent outbursts have been there since forever.