You will mind over matter as long as you know you can do it the body will do it. Of course it won’t be easy but nothing in life is. You got this just keep pushing forward and you will always get to where you want to be its those that don’t keep pushing that fail because you can’t get anywhere without pushing forward.
I think that you know my story I was 260 ruptured bicep when I started working again once I pct off this cycle I should sit at 208± and bf will be around 14-16%. I won’t be stepping on stage but im going to be looking damn good. It took me a yr and a half of hard work. If you put in a yr and a half and check back in with me i would place a large sum on it that you will be heading back to greatness because you’re a winner. Its what you do if you were a loser you wouldn’t have gotten a coach and started down this long hard road to begin with. I would definitely use Nandrolone and var both have amazing collagen synthesis. I would use npp over decca though that way you have more control over dosing. I would also look into compounds like hgh,igf-lr3,and ipamorelin.
All 3 are great healing compounds you just have to make sure that you get real products. I know where to get the hgh and ipamorelin.
I wish you the best grrl i want to see pics of you on stage with a trophy again in the future.
Bring it home grrl