Talking about stress and issues

[Youts]

I still dip lol damnit

Best cure for a tooth ache is a big dip right on the tooth, must kill all the nerves haha.

 

[Sig516]

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[Youts]

LMAO, grandpa going down.

 

[Bigmurph6]

Im a mess zero memory past 24hrs

 

[Youts]

Shit, I thought maybe something else was up with me, had a psychiatrist that thought I had DID because I can’t remember shit anymore.
I mean I know I have BPD, as that finally got diagnosed correctly, but I can’t remember shit, it’s like there’s nothing from day to day.
I never correlated the two.

 

[Youts]

I’ve also noticed anxiety is worse than pre-addiction.

I don’t want to be all stupid or anything, but thanks for talking you all, I never had a group to talk to like this and with my issues I have a tendency to “split” as that’s what my psychiatrist calls it, say it’s a defense mechanism from childhood abuse, but whatever, this has really “cleared” my head if that makes sense.

 

[Youts]

It’s exactly what the gym does for me, my therapist said my gym time is what she usually works with people in group settings, I forget the name she used, but it keeps me “clear” hehe.

 

[Sig516]

Whatever you gotta do

 

[Youts]

Ya I fucking ramble, it’s a curse.

 

[Dirtnasty]

Gym is great for me. Instead of heading for drinks with coworkers I feel I got legs in the morning can’t be hungover for that. I’m in a much better mood now that I’m pushing weight again

 

[Bigmurph6]

Your not rambling your actually letting the truth come out let it come out because if it hangs on your shoulders it will just bring you down.
I believe that we should continue this in another thread so im going to put one together so we can talk and its not all in the roidtest category.

 

[Bigmurph6]

We can talk in here anytime and that’s anybody also

 

[Youts]

Thanks man, shit feels good to let shit out.

 

[Youts]

 

[Youts]

When did they stop having porn channels at hotels? That’s what I want to know.

 

[Dirtnasty]

They have WiFi right hahah

 

[Youts]

Ya, but damn it’s been awhile since I just watched one on TV, got nostalgic.

 

[Dirtnasty]

Feel you there

 

[Bigmurph6]

I guess because of cell phones now they just get you for wifi lol

 

[Outlawthing]

Imagine how many loads have been placed in that room I bet there is more dna in there than the GBI headquarters