I understand completely.
I won’t tell you what to do but I’ll tell you my mindset for myself…
I realized that there was a fork in the road… one way was throwing caution to the wind and risking quality of life and longevity to obtain maybe greatness in a sport that most folks could care less about with very little to no monetary gain to subsidize my (possible) ongoing medical bills. Orrrrr err on the side of caution and live to fight another day…
I won’t tell you what to do but I’ll tell you my mindset for myself…
I realized that there was a fork in the road… one way was throwing caution to the wind and risking quality of life and longevity to obtain maybe greatness in a sport that most folks could care less about with very little to no monetary gain to subsidize my (possible) ongoing medical bills. Orrrrr err on the side of caution and live to fight another day…