I woke up wrong side a bed,I missed a appointment for meds the other day,VA said oh you can just drive down and go to walk in clinic but I got work,their Givin me a hard time refilling them,like hey motherfuckers,I apologized for missing the appointment,I have another one set up for Friday,just fuckin send me a week’s worth,nope…this sucks feels like before,wake up don’t want to do,nothin, feel like crying as I write this,no antidepressants=no good.So my appt is this Friday, which means I won’t see the meds in the mail til middle of next week,and that really fuckin sucks.Breakfast was nothin,don’t feel like eating.Also probably not lifting later,gonna have to tell the wife she’s gonna notice the difference me,which means I’ll probably cry while telling her,can’t fuckin wait.Hope everyone has a good day.
:fried_egg: hash browns biscuits and gravy. I e been struggling my with severe anxiety and I really don’t like people at the moment. Family life and business has been really stressful to the point my palms a sweating all day every day for the last couple weeks, and the wife is constantly creating drama, I’m to the point I need medication. It’s been a long time since I felt this way this bad. I just keep reminding myself the difference between a good day and a bad day is my attitude. Hope everyone has a good day. 