I’m there…a smart man doesn’t get so pissed about stuff he can’t or doesn’t know how to change(myself) I know just enough to make myself sick or cynical, both do nothing for anyone. I’m just still one of the sheep…I knew " crashed gear" was just not right…all these new concoctions of drugs that just never were good or “made it” I’ve seen myagen or bolasterone orals out there, nilevar, but did I follow suit…yep. I even read a good presentation on stanazol cypionate…the only one that can be in oil or whatever carrier besides a suspension. Sounded good to me but so did crushed trenbolone pellets with dmso way back…infection…there was a time when buying the pellet gun to implant sounded good. I guess that’s why its good we have the forums…bad and good.