Dirts decadence trening blast

[Dirtnasty]

Of
Course i fuck soemthing up tonight that now I’m wondering do I want to take it. Make moving back home harder and f I do and I really don’t enjoy living here

 

[Dirtnasty]

Update on lead postion im technically not eligible for it but my boss said keep ky head up as decision times near he’ll be talking to hr more. Now I know from old job the year in position thing is as simple as he and the supervisor giving permission. He’s just new to being a manager and probably doesn’t know that. I’ve also realized it’s better to make more money even if I decide to move back so I can save
Up more for the move when ever that could happen. I’ve honestly lost hope of meeting a woman here and it would be nice to have access to pl equipment and not have to buy it and then have the gym be pissed I’m using it. I guess eventullha I could have enough for me to juat do home
Gym

 

[Dirtnasty]

I got to be honest I’m in bit of poat meet depression. Like with out having something to look forward to lifting wise I just don’t really care currently. Probably doesn’t t help going from high levels of androgens to medium dose I’m. Doing .2 ml of 250 test e daily I just don’t feel like getting out of bed

 

[Dirtnasty]

Poppy how close are you to Raleigh that’s there’s a meet there th 25 and I’m thinking of popping up to get my wuilifying total. I only have to get 1520 so I couple just do my hypertrophy training and sti show up and get that if I just do
Numbers that are easy to get

 

[Poppy]

Bout 4 hours

 

[Poppy]

Probably won’t be able to make it. I’ve got too much going on the next two months probably next 4. I’m sorry.

 

[Dirtnasty]

Ok only would do it that pearticular on if it wa close you could meet other wise inmay as week just pod one in Ohio and get a double whammy trip

 

[Dirtnasty]

Will be closing this log in few days and starting new one probably try and stick around 400 test and maybe do 5 ius of hgh split 2 pwo and 3 pre bed maybe add clen two weeks before trip home to lean out some bit I should just do diet for that wouldn’t take much to drop fat

 

[Poppy]

I apologize for Raleigh. My contract drops dead at the end of this month and a new company is picking us up… the sob’s gave me and 2 others more money and vaca time to keep us. They’re also trying to expedite everything so we don’t have a break in pay… i was thinking less pay and I could storm out mad… go back to being retired or they could muff the contract and send us home for a couple weeks.

I’ve been getting stuff every day for the new company. If they’re offering then I don’t want to miss it.

 

[Dirtnasty]

It’s all good man I’m just looking at options to try and go do bare minimum to qualify. Or I might just do this hypertrophy block and then do another faux meet prep with lower does then ramp it up for real muscle building and lead into prep.

 

[Dirtnasty]

One of the kybgym bros wife starting teacher high intensity training for women at gym. I said I also teach that. She responding that I should come and I said that’s usually my goal. I felt good about that joke

 

[Poppy]

That’s a good one!

 

[Dirtnasty]

Guys I just can’t get the motivation to get out of bed on work days to lift.

 

[Mossy1985]

You got this. You’re just coming down from the high doses. You just need some Superdrol with the little bit of Test you’re running now.

 

[Poppy]

That I understand. If I don’t feel like lifting… I don’t.

 

[JLee]

I think you need a solid week, maybe 2 and just relax and rest. Going hard and heavy will take it’s toll on everyone eventually and no one here has been doing it as long as you.

 

[Dirtnasty]

Honestly If I was still going heavy I maybe motivated. Or not I feel good when I’m at the gym but it’s just hard to get myself up moving in morning. Mentally I’ve been about as bad as I’ve been since I started ketamine. Treatments. I’ve been trying to get. An apt but now that I’m on seconds I would have to do full day off works and find a ride to and from. And that’s toug for me here I may do the online and juat get oral and footy from home ts cheaper but less effective

 

[Dirtnasty]

Good news ano her 12 hour day so they are keeping me active at work with all our equipment breaking down. We’ve only got one line of production so one part goes down it all goes down. There for we have to find work aroiunds that add time and labor to job

 

[Thunder]

How you feeling in the head bro?

 

[Dirtnasty]

Better today I think I could haVe snuck some aromisin in the last two weeks instead of going cycle big then dropping and letting. Everything even out on own