Feb.8th Training and Diets

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To be honest, I was only in jail for a short time, twice, afterwards I let my drinking really spiral…so I was lucky enough to get into a really outstanding treatment program! I’ll be sober one month Thursday, and after a divorce I’m getting everything back together! I feel amazing and have a great girlfriend who is also in recovery for alcoholism! I love being part of this community and having brothers I know will always hold me accountable and have my back! Being back in the gym, and being back on here really does help with everything!
 
Wooo. I’m 3 months just about gf coke haven had a drink since January 1. Will allow psychedelics goig forward with some nice drinks to settle stomach in come o and maybe social drinks but I like not feeling like shit. Will be doig shrooms Saturday if I get them in time grab a nice 6 of iPas and that’s it for me be funny to let my dad see me while tripping hell he always used to call me on when I ate them may as well let home see what I do for depression bout four times agmyear
 
So fuckin nasty,I did them a few times prior military,but when I did them 2x post military and neither time was a good trip,I went to places far away in my mind…
 
Never once had bad trip except on dxm but that was probably do to using way to much every night for months on end. It’s amazing how I’m not fucking fully retarded at this point
 
I have bad OCD. It wouldn’t hurt at all but I really like the progress I’m making. I’m the guy who may do it once then I find myself eating burgers and fries everyday. That’s what happened in July thru September. I was enjoying it too, then I took my blood pressure and it was 175/125 so October 1st through now I’ve only had a cheat meal on thanksgiving, Christmas, and one pizza while watching either basketball or football on tv. My bp still isn’t where it needs to be. It’s 150/100 usually so I just cut my test dose and NPP dose in half, dropped tren, dropping masteron but I really want to keep taking 100mg a week of masteron enanthate because it really makes me look shredded and vascular. Staying on 50mg tbol preworkout. I have HGH on the way. I hope I don’t hold water on 2ius twice a day.
 
I was taking 32 pills of coricidan cough and cold with about 18-24 beers and weed nightly for like 3 months straight by the time the bad trip happened I think I got Seratonin syndrome and thought god was taking me
And said I was ready went lights out woke up in bad shape
Hold body hurt and then I had try and call off work but I thought i was talking to mulitple people they got my dad on phone to help. Then got rehab set up but insurance didn’t accept them so
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It was after 5 days off
 
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