ok…i know…dont be annoyed…its just that i have programmed in my mind and trained my mind that on days i decide to do cardio…that i cannot eat until my cardio is over and an hr to two hrs later…no matter what time… BUT you will be happy to know i am planning on reprogramming…ok so i just did my cardio…by 9 i will eat…this will be the last day for this i promise…i …today made a pot of chicken strips and as well am baking my turkey breast as i am writing this…
i have allways been a all or nothing guy…a yes or no…or dont do it at all or go extreme…while i know better and would never advise someone else to do what i do because i am just odd!



after i work out as i do especially having joint and disk issues…it takes me a looong while i have to lay up in bed to recover…so like yesterday…the sorness and pain from yesterday did not subside untill after 3 so i was up at 7 30…8 am…but i was in bed till then messaging stretching pressing and twisting to get circulations and then laying still as i know i require 10 hrs solid rest after working the joints.
but each time though it gets better…
and i am able to handle more…i am at resistance 9 finally i started out when i got the cross trainer machine in november barely at resistance 2…so there have been even greater progress in my mobility and not having to take any pain meds for days or weeks as well as for a while now i have not needed to use my muscle stimulator machine and heating pads for a few months now…i used to have to use it every day for 50 minutes…i went and bought one from india like my napropath had because he only had me on for 30 minutes where as i was able to do as long as i needed and as many days…i could not afford every day as needed
and also i could place the pads in most affected areas for direct releif. so i have made big strides in that…
i just wanted to explain the reasoning behing my scheduling and why i get to my fastive cardio so late…its because of my joint condition and safe recovery time before i can go at it full force again…which yes…throws off my eating pattern because i eat only as i earn…and until i earn i dont eat…i will freak out and become nervous if i eat and dont get a gym in less its just meat and veggies and limited then i am ok…sort of…again…i would not advise this habbit…its just me lol and my extremeness.
but i am dilligently working to normalize and do the right thing as far as eating schedule.