I would love it if UGM had a a/na type meeting

[Dirtnasty]

I have a coworker when asked what he drank would
Answer the sign. Same energy

 

[Dmomuchole]

I had a couple dudes in the program one being my sponsor call me out in front of my dad and another friend in recovery and I was straight up and I said I ain’t going to lie to you guys but I told them I haven’t felt this good in a long time and left it at that, but it really pissed me off bcz it’s none of their business. I consider me going to the gym my self care and thats important I don’t see people on gear running around commiting felonies and I mean come on we probably have members here that are on gear and are LE. I know what your saying though, when I was using a rig was not something I used to administer narcotics to myself lol I think AAS can be mood altering but not in a desirable way,and those people that you knew that were on gear and used probably had some reservations and not working a solid program. Just my opinion.

 

[Dmomuchole]

Hey brother I challenge you to go to a meeting lol and if you do please let us know your experience it may provide some strength and hope for another member struggling

 

[Dirtnasty]

I’ve talked to cops gear about different things. One straight up told me his cycle. Now if he would have aske how I got anything I would have had to say I’m Not sure

 

[Rusty]

Only meeting around here was early this morning. I have to be moving all day also. Appreciate the challenge brother. At least it wasn’t a multi day bender like when I wasn’t working. I hated coming out of those gut all rotten and shaky. Yuck

 

[Rusty]

I love it. I will hopefully have time to check it out tomorrow. At very least Monday. Am excited about this @Bigmurph

 

[Dmomuchole]

Lol it was worth a shot

 

[Dirtnasty]

Did I miss that you had relapse recently? If so can I ask since I believe you started a cycle that you feel more compelled to break when on cycle vs just trt.

 

[SpencerCortez]

I absolutely agree. If you have a solid program, work the steps, and make good choices AAS really shouldn’t be an issue.

The rig thing definitely can be weird for former IV drug users but again enough time away and doing the work it shouldn’t be an issue.

 

[Rusty]

Naw. Being misplaced without a home for 30 days having to move twenty years of stuff twice in a month and a shitty week with Mrs rusty. I said fuck it and got drunk

 

[Dirtnasty]

I feel you I’ve almost put in orders
When the girl
And I fight but realize feeling good for. Few hours only to feel shitty for a few days isnt worth it.

 

[Rusty]

I feel fine today

 

[Dirtnasty]

That’s all and well but also I remember yiur legal issues if you do some th I g when drinking man that could be bad. Again everything I say is out of love but yiur decision making is worry some. I lm not sure yoh look big picture sometimes. It maybe better if you were hungover. Cause from experience tying one and feeling fine the next let’s thoughts creep in my head that see every once and while isnt bad I cb handle this and it always ends up right back at the same place of me locked up in room using for days straight

 

[Dmomuchole]

Well put Dirt!

 

[Rusty]

Ya. Or locked up smelling ass from all the cellies. Fuck that. And never worry about hurting my feelings bro. I trust you and have love for you

 

[Dmomuchole]

No pussy and bunch a swinging dicks… No thank you

 

[Rusty]

You too brother. I trust you with my life!! Whenever I have a struggle you are all over it!!! Am blessed to have friends like you bro

 

[Poppy]

I have a suggestion and only a suggestion not being bossy.

Maybe next time you get the urge to drink… hop on here and reach out.

 

[Rusty]

I get that. I will try. But I usually make up my mind right away

 

[Thunder]

Negative ghostrider
A relapse can start days before someone takes a drink.