VanillaGorilla
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Once upon about 3 years ago, I found this place. I came in close to 335lbs of super chunk. I was reading postings and listening to podcasts (Mark Bells power project) and I was inspired to change. Like a work horse I could deadlift heavy, squat heavy, and had a nice bench. I had the power but not the look I wanted. There maybe still some posts where I attempted DNP and as I updated about it, it was failing for me. It probably wasn’t even the smartest thing for me to try. I did end up finding some success though, I had set a goal for myself that if I could get down to 250lbs I would take my first cycle. I succeeded, it was even that difficult. Wake up eat breakfast (A combination of a dozen eggs, 1lb of bacon, some ground sausage, salt/pepper, butter and cheese) I didn’t demolish it in one sitting I had it baked and I could eat 25% of that each morning. Go to work and sometimes eat lunch if I brought it. Dinner however was either a ribeye or two that were thick cut, maybe a full rack of ribs, sometimes a lean ground beef meatloaf with sugar free ketchup to eat over a few days, or some dry seasoned Buffalo wings. High as fuck on protein and I was strict on what I ate not how much I ate. I dropped the weight in about 3-4 months 85lbs. So I allowed myself to try my first and only cycle. I wasn’t disappointed, it was a learning experience. I had taken 200mg test cyp twice a week, for several weeks and I mixed in some tren mid cycle. I don’t know in which way the majority of adverse reactions work, for me… I ended up dropping to 210-215lbs. I had a vein popping out my bicep, my forearms, calves, legs, and hands had nice juicy veins. I was happy with the world, I felt unstoppable. I became a leader in so many ways, I was able to carry the weight of the world with no problem. It had pros and cons in the bedroom. It was worse than puberty. I was banging it out a lot. So much so that I’d have bruises and my member would look like he went twelve rounds with tyson. I promise no STD’s had come about. I as I had several times throughout my life when I was in shape basically had a stable of women I could call when in need. This time just way more intense with full blown weekend sessions. I ended up married, still am. I let her in on what was going on and she wasn’t to pleased. So I never made an attempt at a second go around. I put some of the weight back on, probably hovering near 275-285. Thank you pandemic!!! I’m posting today, which means I’m contemplating again. I’m leaning towards yes. The question is the source. I had some pictures I was going to add with the progress I had before, but maybe another time. Hope all is well, be safe.