I was checking out this forum. Nice everyone seems to joke snd get along. I started gear at 19. 1996. I forget the name but the called it sustanons little brother. Gained I think from 140 to 160’s. Then joined forums in 97. Anabokex, meso, varix, I think renegade , underground, professional muscle. Middle 40s Height 5 foot 6 . Weight low around 165 been out of training. Best was 200 to around 205 and I seem to always top out around there with low body fat . I don’t compete. I feel my best on test 3iu gh . Deca tren has been awhile. Last stack I did was test ebanthate and cyp. 3 iu gh , var. with dbol then just test gh masteron. I got up around 18$ to 180 fluctuates. But I feel best around that weight . And with muscle memory it comes back in a few months. Maybe not to my best in my late 20s but good for 46. Anyways call me Jay . Digger if just change it but it’s no big deal really. Hope to learn and help. Thank you to all members snd mods. I’ve tried most things I’m just ready to hit it hard . I feel the same as I was at 35 for the most part. But I find this is where i am my best in life gym schedule. Good diet training and some gear. I just feel better look better have that confidence. Not cocky just laid back and everything seems to feed of it. Best I can explain is life is better on gear. And evdn better in your 40s on gear.