Ha, you’re by far from being little or small bro! I’m 6’ 2” at 235 with my last Dexa 2 weeks ago coming in at 13.8% BF. My biggest weight and decent BF% so far, but nowhere near your caliber. I don’t compete, but I have a lofty goal of 230-235 consistently coming in at less than 10% BF.
Working out daily in a gym that Derek trains and other cameos constantly by pros, you feel kind of small all the time.