You know what sucks most about this situation? Not knowing, like does she mean it this time, or was it said in anger again? The anxiety about it is really getting to me, like I’d love a definitive answer one way or another.
It’s to the point, is it worth holding on to? 99 percent of the old shit she brings up is when she would tell me to go, so I’d go, and do whatever I wanted thinking we weren’t together, but then she’d contact me again and we’d patch up, but then she’d get pissed if another woman talked to me during our breakups.
I don’t know wether I’m coming or going.
Sorry for the long rant, just really wanted to get it off my chest.