This is for my brothers over 40!

Read the other one. Imagine if one could master the true art of letting go. Starting each day as clean slate. This is why for me, the gym is so important and people cant understand. I pose in the mirror a little , i dont talk to anyone, but its because im completely lost in the moment. Ive never ever had a panic attack, or had crazy thoughts there. No bills, etc. Im sure people feel the same about many things. I try but cant do that at work, home usually. I had so many people laugh when i moved and i couldnt get used to the gym, i literally drove an hour each way to one that i liked. Finally the gym bought some good equipment and went 24/7…
 
i love this.I am 47 years old and on my 3rd hip replacement.I had chemotherapy when i was 17.I did 3 years of chemotherapy.By the glory of jesus christ i survived.The chemo deterated my hip and had first replacement at 21.I have been lifting since i was 22 andf been on 3 hip replacements.I work in the hospital for 25 years so it gives me a reality check everyday.I still lift but i have changed my workouts to not build but sustain my 215lb physique at 5-11 and 13% bodyfat in winter.I just went and had herina surgery so back to lifting light.You have to keep pluggin away.
 
Im in to discussing this more me and my wife are getting along very well now when I was posting before in February I was ready to kill her and I love my wife more than anything in the world. I truly see myself as extremely blessed because when I was locked up she wrote me every day and Im serious every day I got mail and she visited 2x a week. If you’ve done time you will know how much this means to a person.
I will never leave my wife and I will love her forever because I truly am extremely lucky to have the best wife a man could have honestly.
 
I agree buddy, my wife did the same with letters, but no visiting, it would make her cry, then I would cry like a puss.
 
Its tough and its real life I don’t care who you are or how hard you are everyone has feelings and especially when you have nothing that little thing means so much and it really shows you whose there for you and who isn’t
 
It’s especially tough, gettin put in the hole on a semi regular basis, which ment no commissary and no phone
 
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