Cherish and enjoy what you have

[Kad1]

Funny I seem to do better when shit is sideways. Give me a good fire, shooting, dive call and life is good. Sometimes especially lately I worry that I can’t function in this new environment. I posted on social the other day about how everyone is scared to voice their opinion for fear of being judged

 

[Poppy]

Been thru it twice…first and second wife…

 

[Kad1]

Haha could be. Something has to be up. In her defense though I think all that prednisone messed with my head . I literally felt crazy the other day. I finally just threw it all out

 

[Poppy]

I don’t like that stuff.

 

[Kad1]

They are so good. Not terribly expensive either

 

[Bigmurph6]

Its the ptsd making you manic you crave the mania because it makes you feel good from the release of the serotonin

 

[Bigmurph6]

I need to get cables in my gym setup working on that now

 

[Kad1]

I know I’m far from normal but I don’t usually feel Crazy. Psychotic maybe. Lol

 

[John]

I feel exactly what you describe @Kad1

 

[Kad1]

You can get a descent set from rouge. Cable pull down set up

 

[Bigmurph6]

Yeah every woman in life really lol I guess not all get so crazy

 

[John]

I miss the excitement of Iraq,I Always will miss the rush combat,everything else since then dulls in comparison.

 

[Kad1]

I can only imagine. I’ve never been in a firefight but been shot at. I always thought I would do well in that situation. And I certainly mean no disrespect to you @John by saying that.

 

[Poppy]

My first was a crazy b from the get go… soooo menopause turned her into super bitch… so much that she walked out on me and two kids.

 

[Kad1]

Oh jeez

 

[Bigmurph6]

I don’t believe that you are crazy at all I honestly don’t consider ptsd a crazy disorder its an evolutionary step that our bodies take to adapt and survive it just happens to make us feel good because of the mania and release of serotonin the hyperawareness can feel crazy but that’s the adaption I believe your body adapts to being able to deal with situations that require that mindset and not everyone has evolved to adapt to those situations that’s why flight or fight most flight we fight not figuratively but you understand I believe

 

[John]

None at all taken,and I’m sure what you do is pretty fuckin exciting

 

[Bigmurph6]

It was a blessing I imagine

 

[Kad1]

I hear ya boss. Thanks for the words

 

[John]

Well it’s a Mental Disorder as far as I know,so yes Kad is crazy, dont tell him though.