So my dads coming down for a visit. Haven’t seen him in 7 years. I was a bad boy for longer than I care to admit but he reached out to me about this time last year. Couple months ago he said he wants to come down. He’ll be here tomorrow. Got some weird emotions circling. He wrote me off said he didn’t ever want to here from me again. I was neck deep in addiction at the time. Don’t blame him but still feel some kinda way about him doing that. Problem is he and I are so much alike.
Anyways, say a prayer for me that this doesn’t fuck up my head. I’m been clean for over a year now and wanna stay that way.
It’s funny how sobriety exposes your weaknesses. Never thought I’d see him again. Hope I can handle it.
Say a little prayer for me
Brother I will pray for you and your dad. Fathers do hard things sometimes for reasons that make sense and seem like it’s the right thing to do one minute then realize they are wrong the next. Take it from a dad. Don’t let it fuck with your head. Don’t try and figure it out. Take the blessing and move forward. Why is your windshield so much bigger then your rear view mirror? Because what is in front of you is so much more important than what’s behind you!!!
I had corn on the cob and rice and round steak and chicken. Now getting ready to sit down to a piece of pound cake and strawberries. Not like the berries @Poppy has access too but good for up north.
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