Gym Rants - Fitstudboi Log

[fitstudboi]

well i try to be thorough thats the short version

 

[Ironside]

I think I could faintly make out what you were trying to say lol. Obviously you have to be a little cryptic not to say the whole “business venture and partnership” publicly so I get that. So in a nutshell you’re surrounded by ignorance and laziness and you’re left to or even expected to pick up the slack where they fail and you already have enough on your plate on top of having to deal with their bullshit.

Whoa my brain hurts but I think I got it hahaha

 

[fitstudboi]

Ok so um…HELP?!

i some how backed …involuntarily kept backing out and i backed all the way out into my mail box to the email that contained the link i always clicked on that i saved in my starred emails…i musta clicked again on something…the mail itself actually. something …

It vanished…

I have been searching…not any where i have no deleted mails…

I am afraid if i close out and cant click on that link…like if my phone dies or turns off…i will not be able to get back in…i never ever use the log in i always used that link and just clicked on the ugm box can any one help ?..i am able to get back in now if 8 click on a link that takes me here from a notification…but dont know if once my phone reset when those updates happen or if my battery dies…i will be logged in internally still and wont have to use my log in and pass word which i have no clue.

I have g mail…any suggestions where to look?

 

[fitstudboi]

Wow! Yes. That is exact! right on!

 

[Ironside]

Yessss I WIN!!!

 

[fitstudboi]

WWooooooWEEEEE!!

 

[John]

I read it twice, I’m not drinking and not stoned (yet) but uhh, I am fucking lost in the sauce buddy

 

[Raphael3636]

 

[fitstudboi]

Was attempting to get across…the different levels associated with the request to enlighten by more so explaining the big picture of my hectic world which consistantly screws …gets in the way of my fitness goals.

So i vent every now and then when pressure builds…

Only means i still care and want to get that fitness model bod badly …

…so when i vanish you may know its for such reasons most likely and to know that i didn’t fall off just left running all the processes of the multi service small private business i do with a friend…and how that set up pans out

Also explains my frustration at times…while work comes first…that’s a standard belief and true…cus we have to pay the bills right?

But the particulars are not normal which leaves me at a time doing 2 or more different jobs a day and then coming home only to work in prepping for another job till 2 or 3 am every day less i am just soo tired i knock out…this situation happens twice a year where i end up holding the brunt and making it happen because others involved are too overwhelmed with the processes. So with no help…(abnormal particulars and un expected)…my fitness agenda gets ruined for a month or two at a time…

Prior years…ok…i was 300 lbs and just ate what ever and worked… that situation for so many years worsened injuries and caused conditions…avoidable by being in shape and good health.

I am now close to a year behind cause by these particulars since i have been on this journey now over two years and i can’t break 200…
A month and a half ago i was at 215…finally got out of the 220s…only to fall backwards because of this project

So that explains a portion of my statement…

Ugh if u only knew

But @Ironside summed it up perfecty…

And that’s what happens in a major way twice a year…Christmas time and spring

Being a entrepreneur the burdens are way more than 9 to 5.

 

[fitstudboi]

@John you are suppose to put…

I said enlighten us…not confuse us

 

[Islandswole]

Oh trust me bro, I’m way too familiar with the burdens of entrepreneurship. You just have find what works for you though, and remember that business is business so always keep you clients needs at hand but also never forget the needs of your business. Set the value you want yourself and your business then others will follow suit.

 

[fitstudboi]

Yes exactly…i work to give my clients unmatched service…extremely thorough and custom results…all that comes with a cost in endless time for me…but suppose to be lessened by those involved…but not hardly … so i have to make sure that client stays happy.

 

[fitstudboi]

So the reason why i get so frustrated…is because…fitness us a key component to my business growth and success…as well as enables me to handle the demanding physical part of my endeavours…

Many years ago while i was in high school…i was doing a work study program and a man came to the school looking for help to do stuff around his house and yard…a good friend of mine at the time and i were sent on the job…he did not like my friend too much…he thought he was a smart ass and lazy… he was a smart ass. But he was not lazy…just not thorough and willing to learn…so i stayed on and even after high school went to him and his wife’s home and helped out…they were already like 60 or so…

So …

The wife was telling me about her launderay business and how it did soo well for soo many years…and she said u know what the secret is?

Sex/sexy…sex sells she said…

So i never thought about it till over the years i realize how all the hotties guys and girls got attention and got plenty passes in life that their average looks counterparts didnt…i was one of those that got plenty passes…so then i got into the remodeling deal…not my real preference as a career…but big screen was out since i had a pretty descent injuryg… .when i started i was pretty buffed…pretty boy…so in that field i was working in homes in areas that normally wouldn’t have it…so one of my first couple big projects…it was my buddy,s client and it was just to paint the whole interior and remodel a powder room and the kitchen…that’s what my buddy sold…barely 30,000…

She took a liking to me for some reason…

Hmmmm…

And we upsaled to 80 something thousand all on my suggestions…including doing the other bathroom…gutting a den on the back of the home and raising the ceiling and adding sky lights…but then i ended up on the fat side of things and respect and passes stopped and was ignored and wouldn’t even be heard…

Over those years i watched how the physically attractive ones got the lime light and opportunities…and the not so appealing ones…me included got kicked to the curb on many levels of life…

Humans are visual creatures…

I realized recently the passes i have gotten and the attention i get like i once did…

And confidence…

Many if not all of you beasts get the googlie eyes when u walk into a place or the side eye

You get attention…

Being fit will help with sales in a big way cus sexy sells

 

[Islandswole]

Haha I completely understand bro, I’ve done my share of sales and I’ll tell you what… though I am good at selling and a pretty smooth but transparent talker, I am well aware that quite a bit of my sales would have fell through if other’s didn’t find me attractive. A lot of it has to do with the mental aspect of it all, when we think we look good, we start to feel good and become more confident which carried over to all aspects of our lives.

 

[John]

Ha ha well I’m a bad typer on my fuckwad of a iPhone and I like the word enlighten

 

[John]

I couldn’t imagine working a job where I have to deal with people like that, I work with one dude, have very few friends and would overall prefer not to deal with people in general

 

[John]

Most of the attention I get @fitstudboi is negative, and fuck that googly eyes shit,if people stare at me when I go out in the public sector it’s because I’m ugly on the outside and dead on the inside.

 

[fitstudboi]

ok… suuure

 

[Islandswole]

Haha I’m right there with you bro, but I force myself to network professionally.

 

[fitstudboi]

Trust people are not gonna say .ooo you are sexy let me do business with u…but i promise if a fat ass like me with awesome skills at sales abd convincing…and another doing the same thing with the same skills come at the client but stacked or just plain clean and attractive…i would loose that sale…they do that even in corporate…Male or female…and bigger counter parts…because their attitude is that person will represent the company better (the smaller/ fitter person)…out on the field…if they had a choice…

So i am trying to bring ma sexy back