Glad to see you back bro. In response to what you said about being surrounded by people who aren’t interested in health in any way. It comes down to how bad you want it. No one in my family or immediate circle are interested in any shape, prime example- spouses family always celebrating something, 2 days ago they decided we were all going to get pizza knowing damn well I won’t eat anything but anyway… while everyone was drinking their beer and eating pizza, I pulled out my Tupperware with my prepped meal ready to go and I still managed to have a good time without indulging like they were. It’s mindset brother, you’ve made it this far so I know you have it in you, just reach inside and pull it out.