My hero. I’m starting again. I have a daughter
27 and she wants me around, same with my girl and my (favorite) my dog. I don’t know what I’ll do when she goes. I love the fact you’re gonna train and follow a program. I never thought thing would suck as you get older. Don’t get me wrong, memories are good and there’s been good and bad but now I’m gonna really do what I want. For me it’s training and feeling good , laughing. I have been doing the travel nursing were regular people look at the money and say your crazy. But, I’m a. Body. Patients are too sick to be with 1 nurse for 6 of them. My shift ends at 7am and I don’t get done until 8 or nine. Then back at night. Fuck that. I can’t eat, I sleep. I can’t even train 1 hour 3 times a week. Why ? After 3 days I sleep one whole day. And feel like shit the following day because I’m no eating. I hit my goal of 225 but with no or hardly training lost 20 lbs. I look ok in clothes but fuck the loose skin. I rather be dead from something I love like training then make 76 bucks an hour and be an old man. Some will say that’s it, some would suck d##$ for 75 /hr. Id rather suvk a d##$ and be done , go eat and train. I don’t feel 54 until the past year. So, I’m gonna fix it. I quit the job or didn’t renew. I’m gonna get something in nursing where I’m giving out meds and actually getting to talk to patients. Nursing homes are not so bad and home health, hospice is good. Set your own schedule. I’m going to train ,eat, fuck, actually be a advocate for patients, fuck. Take AAS…I can’t believe I didn’t want slam either and I have a hot ass 55 yo wife. She was a model for sears roebuck. Lol 38 years ago. But she looks the same as when we met 20ago. Sears models don’t go on coke and heroin binges , but they still had those lingerie and tight sweaters!! I’m back again. Good for you poppy, I’m gonna have to stick with you.