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Rusty gonna have best cycle ever

Naw I don’t hide shit. Too old and don’t like covering tracks. Gets too hard to keep up. I make my choices and tell it like it is. You guys now everytime I drink cause I use you for accountability. When I do drink every two weeks to two months it is hard and usually goes on for three to five day benders. At least since I’ve been outta work. Which is November. I think that’s my biggest killer is the work think. I make too much money at what I specialize in and noone will hire me for anything else cause I don’t have other skills that pay near as much. I tried they know as soon as work picks up I’m going back to what I do best. They don’t wanna train someone who isn’t gonna stick around. @NeuroRN @Poppy @Bigmurph @herrubermensch @PNWmuscle

And ya Murph they neglected my medical needs. I couldn’t sleep until about 4 this morning cause insomnia is a symptom of withdrawal
 
I still don’t see why you would be withdrawing. You’re binge drinking at worst. It take repeated exposure of long periods of time to have such a dependence that your body goes into withdrawals.
 
I guessing I have gone on 5 of these benders since November. Probably drink at least a fifth each day of the bender. Maybe more I blackout after a while.
 
Dammit @Rusty I finally got to read the rest of your damn log not the ending I hoped for… but I’m glad your ok you had a heck of a ride. I didn’t even know you drank at all. Don’t beat yourself up too much, we all go through times in our lives when shit gets real. your family is still here correct? Life has a way you slapping the shit out of you sometimes. It’s letting you know your are not that person and your better than that. I have seen too many posts and pics of fishing family and fun for that shit. Not beating you up either trust me I completely understand got some demons too. Next time you think about doing some crazy shit stop and look at your families at home, here. if you need to talk boss email me I will give you my ******** (went ahead and edited that for you @Bigmurph !) we can talk all damn day if you want all night too long as you don’t mind me wrkn my ass off. There is a reason I stay busy keeps shit like that at bay hell come on down away from that freezing ass white stuff y’all got you can eat some pee-can pie and drink some coke. Not onnna em sodie pops You still here boss that says something and you owned it too I remember when you bought a cycle for a member here you beat me to it , ass 🙂 you a stand up gent. Take this negative and turn it to a positive.
 
Yeah… I’m pretty familiar with alcohol. It takes a bit… to develop a physical addiction where as your body starts doing funky things when the alcohol levels drop below what it craves/needs.
 
I do. I don t care what a book says. I did same shit only drank on weekends only sporadically but a lot when I did hard spend all week shaking and sweating have 1 beer and it would go away. Doesn’t make sense been addicted too stuff to it’s not the same but it’s not so different either
 
It’s April. That’s once a month? That’s not enough to typically induce clinical detox symptoms.

I didn’t see your labs or put my own eyes on you. So I don’t know What was going on.

I wish you the best in your recovery moving forward, and you know I want you happy and healthy.

Not having been there, I can’t speak what care you did or didn’t receive and should or shouldn’t have.
So with that I’m going to step out of the convo. I’m biased based off my own experiences and I want you to have the support you need.

Get help rusty. Your life and your family depend on it.
 
May take you up on that. Especially if there good work there. Family is the problem. My ex wife told my son to call 911 when I binge drink so he did. When I found out he called I got pissed and picked up a chair didn’t throw it then set it back down. He told the cops that so they gave me a disorderly with domestic enhancer. For picking up a fucking chair. This is the world we live in. Everyone is so soft. Don’t even have to hit someone anymore just pick up something.
 
First time I went got a .15 bac. Second time I got a .28. Hope we are good brother. You are a great brother and I hope it stays that way.
 
Is your family still with you ? I do agree boss world is soft my ex wife broke a glass table I. Our house neighbors called law they came in house through my basement (without permission) and tried to arrest me for it I’m surprised she told truth. None of that matters boss at end of day we choose or choose not to do things your a good person I know it I seen and see it. Don’t be scared to go talk to someone either. I be first to say that it’s for Sissy’s but I know first hand boss it does help you just got to find the right one. Made the decision too years ago because it was my wife and my life or else and I wouldn’t be here and who I am if I hadn’t. I do believe everything happens for a reason even the bad. You don’t want the cops involved either I have spent my whole life trying to step out of the shadow of one bad decision 20 years ago
 
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I get that jail isn’t a luxury suite but I promise that there treating people illegally crossing the border better than they treated you an American citizen.

I don’t agree with alot that happens behind bars and no one cares because your in jail.
 
What in the hell is Wikr app hahahaha you kids and your cray cray apps these days. Changing gears a little so how is the married life. Oh and while my AADD lets me did I see a naked pic of @Poppy in a pool somewhere and why didn’t @Bigmurph catch that and your a hairy ass I thought it was me for a sec but you got me on the gray … barely silver-Maine it’s pouring rain and I’m standing in it workin but at least y’all make me laugh good times haha damn though I really can’t leave y’all by yourselves can I !!
 
I was playing brother lol its the weekend can’t be crazy serious lol

I appreciate that also really
 
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