Go seek help. I did decades ago and in my early 40’s when 1st wife walked out with every nickel we had. Left me with run up credit cards and two kids.
Luckily the guy I carpooled with was a part time preacher and an overall great dude. Having him close was a lifesaver. Not from a religious point but just a very good dude that was willing to listen and interject funny stuff occasionally.
I hope you have someone like that or can find someone.
Luckily the guy I carpooled with was a part time preacher and an overall great dude. Having him close was a lifesaver. Not from a religious point but just a very good dude that was willing to listen and interject funny stuff occasionally.
I hope you have someone like that or can find someone.