Dirts ment to be bold nothing going to stop me this time

[Dirtnasty]

I don’t have time 12 hours eats the vacation time up and I had to use 36 hours for when I took off for my last episode cause I haven’t got a doctor ti give me fmla for my depression I also don’t want fmla I feel like im cheating the system doing that

 

[Dirtnasty]

Got dead lift slippers coming back n for next week so finger better be good to go next Friday. And man I took my ai before coming to work and fuck I felt better about two hours into shift. Then a white girl let me know about house and techno parties that get thrown in the area so that made my day. I’ve been looking for these as place to get a little of telease I gets down even sober so I may just May let her try some psys I have as thank you also it will lead to penetration im sure if I do haha

 

[Dirtnasty]

I swear I i look yet be making up for all the non sleep
On tren I just want to jeep sleeping I only work Wednesday next week unless I do some
Ot during day in Tuesday. So hopefully after that I can gbakc to getting up at 2:39 in gym days. I think four lifting days wi be great for me

 

[Dirtnasty]

So 7000 cals is now a nothing I’m hungrier than I have been in long time May get to top end of weight class with how I want to eat. I may try and do zero orals this cycle just inject anadrol or sd on my heavy lift days save the mtren for the meet the I’ll use both inject and oral Abomb Thanh day with halo for dead’s

 

[Poppy]

7000 cals is now a nothing

Thats literally almost 4 days for me. Every bit of 3 days and sone change.

 

[Dirtnasty]

I think the tren was hurting my ability to eat and not burn the cals. Cause man Im eating more but don’t feel as stuff as I was

 

[Poppy]

Go eat buddy… go to your pl meet… get that ticket punched and move on to something else. I believe you’re goal oriented…

 

[Dirtnasty]

I’m actually not really a goal oriented

 

[Dirtnasty]

I’m more driven by having a good time which I have to find in training again

 

[Poppy]

Imo…all signs point to that you are… they also point to …”you aren’t going to let yourself succeed”.

 

[Poppy]

Apologize for going dr phil on you. Ignore my comment.

 

[Dirtnasty]

Well I was prepared to succeed this past go round but jif had other plans. I blame my high school football coach that always talked up pbj to replenish glycogen stores. Had he never done that i May have went with other food choice to take to meet

 

[Poppy]

Hahaha pb is one of my go to’s when blood sugar crashes.

 

[Poppy]

but jif had other plans

Stupid jif

 

[Dirtnasty]

If you look at site I got dqs so at least I’m in the books haha

 

[Poppy]

Guy at the plant decades ago was always in everyone’s business. He was a gym rat and always concerned about how much everyone “benched”.

At a local charity bench only comp…I took some ridiculous 3rd attempt like 600 lbs so it would read (in the write up) “poppy failed in 3rd attempt at 600lbs”.

It worked. That dude went away and never pestered us again.

 

[NeuroRN]

Tren at 700 was 100% crushing your appetite.

 

[Dirtnasty]

600 seems reasonable third attempt I’ll get it one in comp

 

[Poppy]

Not for me it wasn’t

 

[John]

Oh boy I need to stretch my stomach out so I can fit that