bless you my bro and thank you for sharing ,i decided to do some unpaid work i was on sick leave and lost ,i worked in a kitchen in a hall behind my church we cooked meals for people who are just down .elderley ,just any one who want some fellows hip ,theres about 65 each week ,we also have a food bank where we give food parcels ,i started providing small back packs with essentials that homeless could take away with them toothpast soap ,tinned food easy food like army rations ,the hardest thing was saying goodbye this is why i asked my brothers and sisters to come up with the idea.i was never a addict or had issues or trouble with law i choosse god because i wanted to .the first day i worked i come out side and this feeling come over me ,i know it was the holy spirit upon me and i never looked back non believer say how can you body build ,i thought it was vanity ,i say no looking in the mirror ever 5 minutes is being vain ,my body is a temple for the holy spirit ,they have no answer to that ,yes i swear and yes i take steroid but other than that i try do what jesus did i not got the answers but i compasionate ,i dont like people being robbed and i care ,iam sure this is not enough but iam trying to be better eveyday ,i hope i havent bored you to much lol,god bless you all