Had the same thing with me. My private doc in Toronto increased her yearly rates beyond reasonable and was a 2 hour drive and she was always rude. When I finally got a family doctor, I asked to consider continuing my Rx. I was on 2x weekly of .5mls of Test Cyp. She ran my blood and told me I was just past the high end of normal for my age (40) and that after reviewing my initial pre trt blood work, that I was in the low end of normal for my age (38) and that she was worried about heart attacks. I told her that prior to my starting trt under medical supervision, I had a TBI that would not resolve. Way too high body fat, regardless of diet, low libido, very bad fatigue and serious depression and poor recovery from 4x week lifting and my very physical job. She wouldn’t continue my Rx and told me to taper off. Instead I bought from an online supplier and kept going on my own. I’m very happy with my results.
Low end of normal for 38 means that I’m sub optimal!! High end of normal is optimal and NORMAL nowadays is certainly not optimal. Look around at the men my age…very few are lifting and living healthy. I haven’t yet told her that I"m using test with out her, but I’m going to.
Docs are hard to convince about anything. My suggestion is be blunt and polite. Tell you doc that you really feel that it’s the best course of action. If they refuse, then politely inform them you’ll be cycling solo and ask for support in the form of panels. Don’t lie to your doctor, they hate that.
I’m taking .25ml of test cyp every other day, in the am. I switched to EOD about 2 months ago from twice a week and I’m blown away at the lack of peaks and troughs. Much better stability in my mood and energy and way less water retention.