So back to work like usual. I am who I am,and I’m not gettin down on myself when I say this, but why does it always take something serious to happen in my life to appreciate the life and family I had, got home yesterday, cried when I hugged my daughter(don’t worry I didn’t let her or the wife see) and was so thankful to be home, it really makes you see how ungrateful one can be, I take way to much shit for granted, and that needs to change.