Im glad I learned long ago, we never know what’s going on behind closed doors. I be done some things that I would of never done if I knew the true danger and added time. Time and education unfortunately come slow for us. I still have those daydreams in the gym posing that I still can look like so and so or get back on stage and the 6 people in the bbing crowd go wow! RIP to another dude hopefully trying his best. 2020, has really taught me that the journey is the show. 100%. Before I tore my quad in January, I was like ok there’s no way I can look softer, im cleaned out, training is fun again…etc. Then, I tear my quad and yep things can get worse. The gym, competing, powerlifting, whatever has to be fun! I remember Saturday’s with all the Powerlifters, doing all the lifts, resting 10 minutes, laughing until your turn…that was fun. I really feel the biggest difference in health is the weight we put on. Call it what you want, we still gotta pump blood there. Guys are 280 when they can be 250 and come in just as prepared on show day. Seems like it’s less now than 5-10 years ago or more. Stuffing yourself every 2 hours. Then we all put our health in the hands of “whatever lab”! Just have fun everyone can’t be 260 shredded.