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Dirtnasty this was ment to be pharmaqo cycle

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Well I leaned out a lot over a four day period. Don’t worry I just got ice cream like and it’s jalapeño chips and donut sticks to last three days of bulk
 
You only got to have something greater than you or your disease, UGM could be that it’s a group of people that care about you. Some people have a Group Of Drugies as a HP, GOD is the acronym lol I always liked that one.
 
Well people’s doubt will be my higher power cause if they think I need something more than my own kind they are wrong that’s what all comes down to. Choosing else is just playing mind games when it all
Comes down to it it’s you own mind that chooses to not continue the use
 
Dirtnasty said:
Comes down to it it’s you own mind that chooses to not continue the use
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This is exactly the starting point but alot of time left in life.

Some of my hardest times were coming off cycles really messes with my sychy
 
I honestly never believed in a “God” and I still don’t but then I did a LOT of psychedelics and it definitely changed my perspective and I met a god consciousness few times and I’ve never been the same I used to be angry miserable and hated God and I always thought if there was a god it would never do this to me. Lol well that just my experience.
 
Well my higher power for goi g forward right now will be shoulder health. As I honestly think had I been. Not using go go sips it wouldn’t have been put in position to be injured
 
If you’re repping 225 on inclined you have plenty of strength to grow. Shit, Brotha! I can’t even do 135 any more but you learn to get creative!
I never go off AAS. I’m not saying that’s the answer. For me, I did it and my life wasn’t a life I enjoyed at all. But I’m glad I gave it a try.
In my past I was addicted to crystal, OxyContin, Nubian, temegesic, ecstasy, and I’m sure other things. The only way I got clean was to stay the fu$k anyway from anyone and everyone who used drugs. Addicts are lonely and they will tempt you every chance they get. My best friend I stayed away from. He died addicted to heroine and crystal meth. I still have one friend addicted to meth but I keep the friendship via text messaging only. He’s a good friend. He just won’t stop. I accept him and try to give positive energy when I text him. His dopamine levels are destroyed. He went clean for an entire year twice but never recovered his dopamine. When he tries to quit I try to help. But I refuse to judge him.

If you want to quit drugs, you will. Only you control your actions. You’re a tough man! I saw it in the dedication you put into the transformation contest. If you want it then you have the strength to quit the drugs. Just make your mind up and do it. Don’t look back!
As far as the weight training, injuries will happen again and again over the years. It’s just a part of the game. Work around the direct injury. Keep eating right and let the gear build the muscle. Most importantly, NEVER GIVE UP!!!
 
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He went clean for an entire year twice but never recovered his dopamine
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It really sucks it never comes back ever and that means never feeling joy again its not a contest but meth is the worst drug out there when it comes to getting clean. It makes heroin look easy. I will definitely say a prayer for your boy tonight.
 
Oh that 225 is me working my way back. That’s me doing light weight hahaha I think I could have gotten 275 for 15 but why push it.
 
His dick won’t work and no sex drive without meth. That’s what frustrates him the most.
 
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