New Staff Moderator POPPY our brother is now ugmuscle staff

[Czworeczki]

Congrats

 

[NeuroRN]

I was up at 5 ish central and had a notification from @ poppy. @Bigmurph was close!

 

[Bigmurph6]

Im in a different place and trying to get on schedule kinda like you brother

 

[NeuroRN]

Oof. I don’t envy you. Schedule changes are rough… you got this!

 

[Bigmurph6]

No doubt Im trying to get on earlier with you guys and get off earlier for the wife

 

[NeuroRN]

I’m usually up about 3 hours before the wife, and then try not to be on at night for the same reason.

 

[Poppy]

I’m am the quintessential creature of habit!

If my schedule is altered 5-10 minutes…it kills me. Tomorrow I will be thrown way off schedule and it’ll mess with my head for days.

 

[Bigmurph6]

Im trying to do this also lol lol

 

[Bigmurph6]

Yeah I don’t do well with life changes either

 

[DarthSocrates]

Congratulations brother.

 

[Poppy]

You ok? Aint seen you here in a bit.

 

[DarthSocrates]

I feel like I am drowning. Just trying to get through each day.

 

[Bigmurph6]

Damn brother that sucks I can only imagine. I know that you are not ok but I really hope that you are ok.

Are you talking to anyone brother? @DarthSocrates

 

[Poppy]

I completely understand. As @Bigmurph said. Find someone that can talk you down.

My carpool buddy was also an ordained minister and he is the only reason I survived my divorce. I owe him my life.

 

[DarthSocrates]

I am going to look into it through my insurance. I talk to friends and family, but at some point I feel bad over talking the same things. I know things get better with time. I was looking at some of the online dating apps to see whats out there, and its downright depressing, I think it made things worse. Lol

 

[Bigmurph6]

I believe that the dating apps @Dirtnasty I know uses them and knows which are good but maybe you are not ready. That’s understandable and maybe you are ready that’s understandable also brother.

I would definitely recommend talking to someone and you can get free counseling here from a community of brothers and sisters who are all here to help in any way we can brother.

 

[Vargas33]

Don’t feel bad about getting things off your chest Holding it in only makes it worse . You can talk to us I’m sure there’s a lot of us in the same situation at some point . Talking and working out at the gym really helped me with my demons . I wish you the best stay strong :muscle:t4:

 

[DarthSocrates]

Thank you Bigmurph. I honestly am not ready, but I do miss the night time activities. I think I just get anxiety about whats going to happen, how I will meet people when I am ready. My brain is in overdrive and I am stressing about shit that I shouldn’t. Going to meet the ex tonight to go over what she wants. We will see how it goes.

 

[DarthSocrates]

Yep, talking and the gym. I am having some back flare-ups that are scaring the shit out of me though. Just doing machines for legs right now. Feel like a chump.

 

[Bigmurph6]

No mediator? I hope that it can be amicable and easy I shouldn’t use the word easy nothing easy about it smh

Hit me up anytime brother