A day in the life of me

@John It’s not like you gotta shut up or something man. You know, freedom of speech n all. Maybe you were joking and I didn’t take it that way. I’m a reasonable guy but I’ve noticed you’ve been a lot more negative and pessimistic lately and I took your statement personally. Sure I might not be a model of self control but I sure as shit try. I’m not one of those guys that holds grudges or gets pissed off easily so if you really did mean it jokingly then no harm no foul and sorry for putting you on blast with your shit too.
 
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I didn’t understand you comment about the printer and if explain in depth then your gonna take it more personal, and quite frankly as another marine I didn’t think you would take it to heart. And pessimistic such as the mdma conversation, I was sayin it’s synthetic and it’s a drug, that is not conducive to cardiovascular health but your sayin its a better alternative for healthier choices, but says who? I just brought up other things that I found disagreeable to that
 
Lmao I can’t help it. You said MDMA hahaha. That’s definitely not condusive to cardiovascular health! The DMAA as I understood it was made via a geranium extract and used in dietary supplements. It wasn’t until Eli Lilly (sp) pharmaceutical company started synthetically making it for nasal decongestants that it was banned by the FDA. I still stand behind my statement that it’s a better alternative to using ECA stacks or Clen or otherwise for weight loss. That’s my opinion. But that’s also not what I was referring to when saying you were pessimistic either. There’s plenty of other examples there. I don’t mind being wrong or being proven wrong bro. How else could I learn from my mistakes?

As for the printer deal, I’m not sure how me smashing a printer correlates to me getting bloods to ensure I’m healthy and keeping particular markers in range. You know, shit like my RBC, Hemoglobin, Hematocrit, Glucose and not to mention all of my organ function for liver and kidneys. Or to check that my dosing of test and or AI is proper and functioning the way I need it to.

The fact that I couldn’t tell if you were just high and mashing thoughts together or just being an asshole came to mind and I thought the latter. I just thought well don’t throw stones unless you want a rock fight. How’s that for grunt mentality lmao
 
Congratulations man. Take it from a guy that’s been there bro… face your demons, talk to whomever you have to talk to and especially include your wife even if it means letting her walk around the dark parts of your mind. But for fucks sake talk to her about shit. There’s my unsolicited man advice to you bro.
 
Trust me when I tell you i know brother. I’ve been married for 13 years and together with her for 14 years. I spent the first 12 years on my own and leaving her in the dark. She wouldn’t leave me and I never mistreated her but she always felt alone because I would shut her out. Don’t do that to her bro. Put your weapon and armour on the table and let her in. She’s going to be your best friend and the only person you can really ever feel comfortable with. Don’t shut her out bro.
 
Best advice I’ve read in a while, I’ve lost really amazing relationships due to trying to face my demons on my own and completely shutting them out. It sucks in the end brother, even more than it sucks to drop our pride and accept a helping hand. For me, I faced my demons on my own because I never wanted to place any type of burden or strain on anyone else’s life. I eventually realized it was simply my perspective, from the other person’s perspective… No matter how dark that demon is, it’ll be everything to them for you to actually let them into that part of your life.
 
Ehhh maybe she reads up on Iraq stuff ptsd stuff so what’s to tell read the pamphlet right
 
Your story is not cookie cutter man. We all experience and cope differently. Set ego and pride aside for her. You will learn to appreciate each other early in your marriage and it will pay huge dividends throughout your marriage.
 
What a fuckin week. I’m burnt out to say the least. Monday was a shit show but I got my shit in. Tuesday I still ate well but didn’t get all of my meals in. However my workout was awesome. Wednesday and Thursday were shit shows with almost 24 hours worked in those days and my meals were shit and I skipped both workouts because I was being a bitch. Today I got all my meals in and I’m about to pull some weight for this back and bicep day.
 
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