Log
Last couple nights have been difficult getting to sleep but I seem to be getting nice restful sleep now. At least I’m getting up feeling rested either way. My activity tracker is saying I only got 6 hours, but I’m not sure how accurate that is.
Maybe I pulled the trigger too fast? I’ve heard that it sometimes takes people time to adapt to being on roids, and maybe that’s what’s happening with me? I’ve got a couple days until my next shot, so we’ll see how it goes.
I feel I should also clarify my objectives too. I wanna get huge. Not big, huge. Plus, I’m an older guy — I don’t have a whole lot of time left to put on large amounts of muscle.
So as a result, yeah, I’m in a rush. I don’t wanna “run one cycle, see the results, run the next cycle”. I wanna know as soon as possible the most amount of gear I can run without serious side effects. I’m shooting for 1500-2000mg of total steroids in my system on a consistent basis.
If it looks like I’m flailing around with my dosages and drug choices, it’s because I AM. I figure that if I wanna look like a science experiment, I gotta experiment on myself and I gotta get these details figured out as fast as possible.
Does that make sense?