Get where I want or die trying Banned comeback

[Bigmurph6]

LOG

Sleep 6hrs

Eat 2 eggs half bagel

Training arms completed preacher curl, hammer curl, skull crusher triceps, forearms rolling rope

 

[Bigmurph6]

Definitely yesterday was a bad day for eating but I trained more than usual slow and steady

 

[Bigmurph6]

LOG

Added in some rows and shoulders really light so tomorrow heavier and chest.

8hrs SLEEP THANK GOD it only took 89% thc indica to put me down wtf im very thankful I believe that training helped also

Possibly the DHEA??? has me curious 100mg yesterday

Training today chest going to add plates lets see what happens worst is training failed best is training complete

UPDATE
Training only did flat bench and some pullovers getting better every session

 

[Bigmurph6]

LOG

Sleep zero

Eat crackers, watermelon, sandwich on half bagel

Dhea applied to chest and inner thigh 100mg split 2x 50mg

Training flatbench, overhead pulls

Today training legs will see what I can get done

 

[Dirtnasty]

I’m in little sleep as well slept at ole ladies place with new black outs and she got home from work early with. The need to find new job so that was an issue today left there to go home but once I was up I was up will crash on morning and enjoy quit three day weekend

 

[Bigmurph6]

new black outs

Blackouts in America were fucked its never been this bad in my lifetime and I grew up dirt poor. Even dirt poor didn’t have blackouts because of air conditioners running things need to improve.

 

[Bigmurph6]

LOG

5HRS sleep

Eat tried to eat and did woke up in really bad shape

Training none but going to try and get some

Things have gotten worse again WTF WTF WTF im very frustrated

Dhea 100mg split 2x 50mg rubbed on chest

 

[JB_rD81]

@Bigmurph , just keep your head up and keep moving forward. Bad days will come, and bad days will go, make the good days count for all you can!

 

[Bigmurph6]

I appreciate that brother yeah 2 days in a row im still going to do some training im just weak no sleep no food has got me not right but I will get better I forgot to log my dhea and I honestly would have never tried it but I believe its doing something which is great

 

[anabolic_geek]

Signing on to watch your progress! Get it!

 

[Bigmurph6]

I really appreciate that brother I need all the help I can get its been a rough ride but im working hard trying to get back

 

[Bigmurph6]

LOG

No training I did some yard work that spent me

Sleep 4hrs smh after 3 more hrs something like a nap just fell out from not sleeping woke up late going to probably be up for awhile now smh

Eat English muffin egg and slice of ham.

DHEA WORKS I got hard for the first time in a year almost 2 and let’s just say its a happy household this morning

Stomach issues blood is back very concerning

 

[Poppy]

There ya go big guy!

It’s turning around for ya!

 

[Bigmurph6]

Im very surprised the dhea is a solid product

 

[Dirtnasty]

grats on the boner

 

[NeuroRN]

Great to hear it brother!

 

[Bigmurph6]

Thanks brother

 

[Bigmurph6]

Much appreciated

 

[NeuroRN]

I’m really happy the DHEA is working. I’m really excited for you.

 

[Bigmurph6]

Im surprised to be honest