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Sorry to hear this man but you got to keep on trucking I was real low the other day to the point of thinking about doing a major mistake but I just told myself shuts bad now but if onkeep working it will be better and slowly but surely it is.
 
Fuck man that’s deep I’ll just say this I almost procured fent to do make everything end brother but I snapped out of it cause A dead me isn’t a good me for anybody just have to keep
Fighting to be better man we can do this.
 
If you want , you can let me know what you you were getting prescribed. I know you know how to procure things. For example some people don’t take there meds and have stockpiled it. I’m not suggesting anything illegal, there are telemedicine providers that do care.
 
Can you elaborate at all? If it’s not something really personal. If you said you relapsed with self medicate, is it the medication y or class you were looking for? Like cataplecy or narcoleptic with LEDs and you were trying to get xyrem or something?
 
You don’t loose all the hard work and if you helped others and all the willingness that goes into being sober. In one day. I know parts of the country that call you a newcomer if your in a 12 step group. 1 day doesn’t erase that but possibly hurting yourself or others by holding on to the resentment only hurts you. Whoever you’ve been dealing with probably doesn’t care.
 
That’s why there’s such a stigma and suicides along with overdoses are at highest ever. So, a diagnosis using evidence based info still needs to be done by interview and you being honest about symptom. Gene sight is ok but it tells you how the body will handle the drugs…pharmokinetics, and what the drugs will do to the body. Pharma dynamics. So you might be a rapid metabolizer of a antipsychotic, who cares if you aren’t having psychosis. If you have a diagnosis then a provider will most always give the safest and probably least effective first anyway. I don’t know many that will prescribe a tricyclic antidepressant before trying zoloft or prozac. If it’s panic attacks. Usually it’s klonipin before Xanax. I can go on and on. If a provider won’t try something in crisis without a gene sight report…they suck. I’ve never seen a patient get Steven Johnson syndrome from lamictal or antidepressants because you titrate.
 
rnmuscle said:
So, a diagnosis using evidence based info still needs to be done by interview and you being honest about symptom.
4 psychiatrists have already diagnosed me all with the same condition over 22yrs.
rnmuscle said:
Gene sight
They said without this they won’t right medication
rnmuscle said:
gene sight report…they suck
I couldn’t agree more brother
 
rnmuscle said:
Steven Johnson syndrome from lamictal or antidepressants because you titrate
Lamactil I only started taking to prove to them that Im really looking to get on medication.
They just won’t prescribe anything without gene sight
 
It definitely happened to me from Depakote I don’t know if it was exactly that but sounds extremely close except for the bruises I got also it was all over my inner thighs.
The doctor that time said that they were bug bites wtf I almost hurt someone
 
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Nothing really… Lamictal is junk. Sorry you ran into these idiots. My whole adult life even if I’m not working psych at the time. I advocate for mental health and getting rid of the horrible stigma. But people love to label. They love to be the gatekeeper that controls your whole being if you have dis- ease of your reality. Mania, depression, dysphoria…its hard to do life when you just want to get off the merry-go-round for just a second to heal.
 
You couldn’t have said it any better

I don’t see a marry go round I call it medication roulette were they just continue to throw medication at you until something happens
 
I don’t wanna here you say that brother.

Are you stuck in the same medical system?

Is there a different system you can use?

What about talking to a private small office? Might have to use cash. Just thinking out loud
 
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